27 August 2017 @ 11:37:00 pm
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You, Clouds, Rain
“You fell for him too soon.”
“You like him too soon.”
“You already ask him that early?”
“Your pace is going too fast,”
I thought I’m ahead of everyone.
Yes, I’m ahead of everyone to get hurt.
Some people is joyous when it’s cloudy.
They said it’s a perfect weather to go out.
But do they realise that it’s a sign of rain coming.
That’s how unprepared people were when they’re in peak of their happiness.
They have no umbrella to prepare for themselves ahead.
Ended up drown themselves in rain.
Until the next day came after, an we’re usual as always.
Like rain, you’ll only come rarely.
But, it’s always unexpected.
For sure that it wasn’t a delightful moment where the thoughts of you came with the rain.
But then, it’s okay your figure will fade once the rain stops.
And we’re usual as always.
I prepared with an umbrella today.
But, the thoughts of you lingers me again,
just like the cloud lingers around the sky,
and I’ll sink into the rain of tears.
For some reason,
I’m glad that the thoughts of you will come,
only on rainy days,
so that it’ll hard for people to distinguish,
whether its droplets of tears or raindrops.
Scribbles inspired from HEIZE ft Shin Yong Jae – You, Clouds, Rain
“You like him too soon.”
“You already ask him that early?”
“Your pace is going too fast,”
I thought I’m ahead of everyone.
Yes, I’m ahead of everyone to get hurt.
Some people is joyous when it’s cloudy.
They said it’s a perfect weather to go out.
But do they realise that it’s a sign of rain coming.
That’s how unprepared people were when they’re in peak of their happiness.
They have no umbrella to prepare for themselves ahead.
Ended up drown themselves in rain.
Until the next day came after, an we’re usual as always.
Like rain, you’ll only come rarely.
But, it’s always unexpected.
For sure that it wasn’t a delightful moment where the thoughts of you came with the rain.
But then, it’s okay your figure will fade once the rain stops.
And we’re usual as always.
I prepared with an umbrella today.
But, the thoughts of you lingers me again,
just like the cloud lingers around the sky,
and I’ll sink into the rain of tears.
For some reason,
I’m glad that the thoughts of you will come,
only on rainy days,
so that it’ll hard for people to distinguish,
whether its droplets of tears or raindrops.
Scribbles inspired from HEIZE ft Shin Yong Jae – You, Clouds, Rain
Labels: drabbles
24 April 2017 @ 4:42:00 am
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2017 UITM Diploma in Mass Communication (Masscom): Interview Experience
I had always been dreaming to make my entry appear on search results hahahah.
So, I'll like to tell y'all abt my experience regarding my masscom interview experience in UITM Pasir Gudang, Johor on 22 April 2017.
Firstly, ofcourse I'll get excited over the interview letter and it stated that the intrview starts on 8.30a.m, so I arrived on 8.30a.m at the campus. But, the poster on the entrance stated the interview starts on 8.00a.m duh????? So, I ran out and find for my course venue for interview and coincidentally caught up with another masscom candidates (bless up) so yeah I went with her and arrived at our venue safely. And the first thing we literally need to do is to write down those essays yeah its the same questions every year (Need to write more than 200 words but less than 250 words):
- whats the definition of masscom
- why u took this course
- what can u contribute
Yikes I actually kinda wrote down stuffs that I knew generally for masscom's definition bc im literally didn't memorised the definition lol (thank god those that I randomly wrote down as definition is actually pretty similar like 90% like the one in wikipedia its pretty similar with ict's definition in my high school textbook thats why it clicks lmao) I'll consider it as my luck orz.
* You guys shld memorised the point of the definition. Don't wrote it down 100% like the one from wiki as the lecturers might want to know on how you could elaborate the contents by yourself.
As for why I took this course, I wrote that I had those passion, ability and experience for this course. Just wrote down your strength and it'll be fine. And for what I could contribute is I wrote down that I'm confident and capable in bringing people to change their perspective and thoughts based on my way of writing in terms of sociology, psychology, science, politic and economy. (On that time its on early morning idk if my grammar is the same as their level of expectation, cries.) Yeah, there's a score for how good your grammar is that's why they need you to bring a dictionary along which I forgot lol.
* Add atleast a brief of conclusion for your last sentence.
* Make sure your grammar is correct and slightly above average (?)
* Please read the agreement letter carefully even while you're sleepy duh bc I didn't circle the options for whether "if I didn't get this course, could I accept other offers from other course" since I wasn't aware I guess they alrdy explain it bfr the essay starts but well I'm late into the essay venue.
After 2 hours of waiting I guess, since my queue number is 109/166 and it's pretty longer than I expected but well I searched for current issues news and practice myself to speak english fluently since the interview is in english yes even the essay is in english.
* Search for current issues news
* Read all kind of definition of subjects under Masscom
* Memorise those whoever had a position at UITM
- ex: The Vice Chancellor of UITM duh
* Practice your pronunciation, way of speaking, your confidence tone while you're talking and the most important, speak louder and clearly. Also, don't ever left a long silence after after you speak a word and don't add "lah" honestly it's a turn-off.
This is a formal interview so it'll be nice to talk with respect as you're talking with someone who's honorable.
Finally, the time has come as my name is finally being called into the interview room!
* Greet them with Salam or Good Afternoon/Morning
* Said "Thank You" when they told you to sit as a basic manner,
* Smile confidently on the entire interview. Show that you're confident.
Interviewer: *re-confirm our stream in high school*
Others: *are all science stream students*
Interviewer at me: You're... technical?
Me: ??.. I'm from Cluster school
Interviewer: But your certificate says that you took Perdagangan..
Me: Oh yea, I'm from Arts Stream
Bruh lmao... duh my panic is killing me that time as I can feel that blood inside my body is rushing onto my cheeks and ears huhu.
Others: *being checked about their attendance through forms*
Interviewers at me: Where's your form... though?
Me: *MENTALLY SCREAMS* *HAVING A MENTALBREAKDOWN* *IS DUMBFOUNDED OVER EVERYTHING*
Me: *alr calms down* Do we received the form beforehand since I didn't get those form earlier though?
Interviewer: *is confused* :\
Me: *actually still having mentalbreakdown*
Interview: Oh wait... it's in the pile of absence candidate's forms... how could your paper went there though..
Me: *Is dumbfounded but also relieved*
Interviewer: Okay I'll start the interview now, so what's the name of UITM's Vice Chancellor?
Other candidates including me: *is dumbfounded*
Interviewers: As you guys couldn't answer me, now justify on why I NEED TO TAKE YOU in this course.
Others: *talks abt their position in high school and used to take public speaking blablabla*
Me: *Talks abt I used to take ICT as my SPM subject and got A in it which is an advantage since it's related with this course and my current work is abt being an event crew under a Production company also I used to handle management as an audio technician for a prestigious wedding ceremony which could qualified me to get into masscom since it's related with the subject under this course*
Interviewer: *is impressed*
Me: *THANK GOD*
* Do talk smoothly and confidently also don't ever stutter as they might could doubt your ability in speaking openly.
Interviewer: Okay we move on, what's the definition for Public Relation?
Everyone: *is dumbfounded again* *everyone tried including me but answers didn't get accepted*
Us: *Get lectured again*
Interview: *Sighs* How about the definition of Journalism?
Me: *is the first one to raise up hand* *Talk briefly abt information that I knew*
Interviewer: Wrong.
Others: *also tried but it doesn't impress him* :\
Interviewers: Hmm.. that's it. Is there anything you want to ask me?
Interviewers: Hmm.. that's it. Is there anything you want to ask me?
Uh since the interviewer is kind of unsatisfied with us, the others didn't talk much so kinda want to save my and their pride I literally went:
Me: Sir, may I speak briefly about myself more?
Interviewer: Sorry?
Interviewer: Sorry?
Me: *repeats my question*
Interviewer: Yes, sure you can.
Me *AH THANK GOD T___T*
Me: *Talks abt as I spend mostly my time on internet, and I'm alr fond with all kind of editing from vids, audios, web, photo and subbing foreign shows into eng language and my ability is indeed a benefit for me to get into this course*
Interviewer: *is impressed*
Others: *speechless*
Interviewer: So, is there anything you want to ask me?
* Please reply the interviewer with a question, they want passionate soon-to-be students and those who are ambitious so atleast please show your interest regarding anything about this program.
Honestly, I had no idea on what to ask but I literally try because, I need to enroll in this course and I like broadcasting and journalism since I'm 6 years old and I need to achieve my childhood dream? tbh don't want to disappoint my past child self :')
And again, I'm the only one who raised my hand.
Interviewer: Yes, you may.
Me: *Shows my interest abt translator job* If I graduated from this job, will I get a job at a foreign broadcasting company to sub dramas? It's supposed to be broadcasting station duh
Interviewer: Yes, you could but honestly it depends on the person if they still want to continue their passion and work as a subber for kpop shows
Me: *is impressed and nodded in agreement*
Apparently, I sat right in front of the interviewer and I feel like he dug into my mind tbh. Well, this course actually requires psychology so they actually capable in reading your mind. Yeah how could he know I actually want to sub kpop shows bruh hahahahahahah
I'm impressed how he doesn't even asked what the foreign language that I subbed, it feels like he knew it hmmmmmmmmmmmm
So, since everyone is in silence that's how the interview ended.
* Just put your photostat of IC, SPM certificate, surat tawaran and surat syarat-syarat interview on the interviewer's table. I guess this only applies for masscom course though.
Ahhhhh I literally had mentally exhausted as they tried to make us feel panic and not worthy enough but it's just a reverse psychology since they want to see will you able to handle a big pressure and is your confidence is fit enough for this course. Haaaaa thank god I managed to atleast act and answer confidently T___T
Honestly, my boss give me some tips regarding this since he used to study in Mass Communication too! So, I put him as my role model tbh he's also the one who acknowledge my ability and suggest me me to take this course :) Actually, my boss usually put me under this kind of pressure so I could handle this interview with a calm mind and capable in thinking rationally fast. I'm totally thankful for him.
Good luck to whoever read this!
p/s: I'm kind of dumbfounded because I thought my part could get easier since we're nearing the end queue but even my ex-classmate who's queue number is earlier got easier basic cliche questions hmm.
UPDATE: I GOT INTO THE COURSE GUYSSSS
p/s: I'm kind of dumbfounded because I thought my part could get easier since we're nearing the end queue but even my ex-classmate who's queue number is earlier got easier basic cliche questions hmm.
UPDATE: I GOT INTO THE COURSE GUYSSSS
Labels: Diploma Media dan Komunikasi, Experience, Interview, Mass Communication, masscom, temuduga, UITM
6 October 2015 @ 8:56:00 pm
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If You Do
Random rants of me being sucked into got7's new song.
Ugh need to admit the vibe is so chilling.
You know when good songs could break down your hatred.
JYP's song is gem this year, I realize that I downloaded all songs released from each of their idols.
By the way, I missed Jaeho so much.
Since I haven't do an official blog post abt them so let me begin here.
It's 2015.
I'm being tired probably.
Almost went apart.
One picture and it saved my entire life.
Probably giving new dreams, fresh hopes and reborn passions.
Reminiscenes two years ago,
You could never avoid fate I guess.
5 boys that make me gain old and new memories,
let's step forward and grab the victory.
Together.
14 August 2015 @ 10:32:00 pm
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Tender
Looking into it,
my fragile heart,
shattered into pieces,
the nightmare had come into vivid,
hatred grows,
the pain engulfed me,
loathe,detestation,
wounded by it,
spiteful,
inevitable hate,
despise and resentment,
raging in me,
hard to resist,
hate brings pain,
heartless is what I should be.
Labels: self-composed lyrics
13 August 2015 @ 10:36:00 pm
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Officially Missing You.
I did admit,
another part of me miss you,
the sight of you,
which I cherish,
wondered if you're really apart of me,
the part where I couldn't abandoned,
my heart repeats the steps of yours,
walking in flower path,
with you.
What are we,
this distances doesn't failed me,
to reminiscences.
when my eyes laid on yours,
without you realize,
I'm the stranger,
strangled with your charms,
tied me,
leaving me,
Trapped.
Labels: self-composed lyrics
@ 7:24:00 pm
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Stuck In Time
Looking back the past behind me,
and the future ahead me,
the current clock ticking awakes me,
from this sweet fantasy,
throwing me into reality,
one great step,
forward,
because past was fading,
and the ashes rebuild,
for the future,
solid enough,
to become better.
Labels: self-composed lyrics
11 August 2015 @ 11:42:00 pm
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Request.
It's 11:40p.m. and Yijeong were still in their music recording room with Sihyoung, seeking inspirations.
"Hyung, how's your rap making?" Yijeong took a glance on Sihyoung's notebook that was full with scribbles.
"I'm doing fine," Sihyoung hummed a random melody that appears in his mind as his fingers went in sync with his hum.
"Do me a favor."
"Huh?"
It took awhile for Sihyoung to respond as he's totally into the rhythm he tried to rearrange.
"Ok, but I will only do your favor after past 20 minutes."
Yijeong just shrugged his shoulders. "Uh, ok deal."
"You nasty, you got conditions before you deal with my favor right?" Yijeong lightly punched Sihyoung's right shoulder.
"You knew me well," Sihyoung grinned.
Sihyoung grabbed a paper and a pen, he grabbed Yijeong's chair and his right foot and put the paper below while drew the size of Yijeong's feet.
"Are you doing some superstitions????"
"Shut up kid,"
"Are you trying compare your giant foot with mine?? Well I do realize the reality, Kim Sihyoung." Yijeong rolled his eyes.
"What's your favor? My time had ended." Sihyoung looked at Yijeong's face who's above ahead him as he sat on the chair.
"I wan't to be taller, teach me your ways."
"Wish granted,"
Sihyoung went near his bag and grab a box.
"Happy Birthday lil kid Jang Yijeong,"
Sihyoung didn't give the present box right away instead he opened the present box and took the shoes out while his other hand took the paper that he drew earlier.
"Hey look! It's the exact same size!" Sihyoung showed it to Yijeong.
"It's? My birthday now?" Yijeong looks confused.
"You're trapped in this room for too long that's why you even forgot what date was yesterday," Sihyoung reminded.
"Well, anyway thanks for knowing my exact foot size and my exact birthday date I'm touched." Yijeong hugged Sihyoung from back.
"Here's your wish, I do bought some insoles along!"
Labels: drabbles, requested, sijeong
9 August 2015 @ 11:21:00 pm
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Drabbles.
Dokyun laid on the bad across Sihyoung's bed, while reading a manhwa.
"It's have been 30mins since you stared at the mirror,"
Dokyun took a glance and put his manhwa on the desk beside.
Sihyoung tilted his head onto Dokyun's direction.
"Remember when you met me for the first time and you thought I'm a girl?"
Dokyun bursted into laugh.
"You're so random on this hour," Dokyun crept from the bed and fumbled for another manhwa he borrowed from Jaeho.
"But, you does look like a girl,"
"And you looks like a vocal trainer,"
"I know, I have the face and talent,"
Sihyoung cackled.
"Hyung, since when you read manhwas?"
"Since, its late night and my eyesight are getting dim," Dokyun flipped the next page. "It's ain't that bad well,".
"Your eyesight was nice, you didn't need glasses but you does look good in glasses,".
It took a moment of Dokyun's conscious mind that Sihyoung's face were damn near to his face that he could feel his hot breathe, while the feeling went down to his spine bringing it out tickling feelings, maybe like adrenaline?
"I think I know why I thought you're a girl at the moment,"
Sihyoung taken aback that he moved his face back abit. "Sure, tell me why."
Dokyun went forward to Sihyoung's side.
Stiffed.
Unconsciously, he stared at Sihyoung's side profile, observing it one by one.
Obviously, Sihyoung's body were also totally in numb.
"Your eyelashes."
Dokyun pulled his face away.
Unknowingly, Sihyoung's blood rushes inside when he could feel Dokyun's breathe blowing near his left ear earlier.
While Dokyun realized that Sihyoung was still in petrous, he grabbed his iphone to prove it.
As he change the camera mode into front camera, he shoved it to Sihyoung.
"Agree?"
"For reasons, I'm indeed an Ulzzang." Sihyoung grinned in satisfaction.
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First time trial.
Overload of feels should be expressed
or
I'll ended up exploding.
p/s: inspired by random yaoi feels and sihyoung's beautiful eyelashes lmfao.
27 November 2014 @ 12:52:00 am
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태어나줘서 고마워
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| Hey look at this fetus lmao. |
생일 축하해요 박 찬열.
23 years old at kr and 22 here lmao still young yeah bb
Idk what to say but hm let me do a long ass essay ever lmao
First thing I want to say was sorry.
For hating you.
Idk this is why ppl said we shldnt hate on ppl too much or we gna accidently fell (in love) for them.
Yeah why this thing got on me ugh.
TENTH THING, HAVE FUN HAVE A BLAST YOU DESERVE ALL THE HAPPINESS IN THIS UNIVERSE AND GALAXY YOU'RE SO WONDERFUL PLEASE KNOW THAT❤❤❤
P/s: Cant wait for ur composed songs to be release❤
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| You have grown up so well please love urself ❤(◕‿◕✿) |
#HappyChanyeolDay
13 November 2014 @ 1:39:00 am
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12:30
12:30
Normal people would said, its 12:30am in the midnight
or its 12:30pm in the afternoon.
Nahh none of neither.
Its 30 December. Where there's winter.
And someone used to be beside me and warm me in this coldness.
Cold.
Is the weather was cold or its just my heart?
-
"Ah I need to hear your voice please? Okay?" I texted him, more like teasing him.
"Are you sure? You sounds so desperate hahahah" he replied.
"Why I fell for him ugh okay I just love his dumbness, I need to admit it." I said to myself, as I look at my phone screen.
"No reply??" I stared at my phone screen, clearly upset.
My phone rang, it shows that he send me a MMS?
Out of curiosity, I open the audio link.
"粉红色在脸上停驻"
Pink is stuck on your face,
"感觉似乎云端漫步 (何时了唯一)"
It seems just like strolling atop a cloud,
"Baby Boo 我心跳过速"
Baby Boo my heart is speeding,
"像画中走出一样的YOU (一样的距离)"
The you who seems like you just stepped out of a painting
"我的心还在悸动跳动"
My heart is still throbbing,
"这里没有你 (你在那一段)"
This place has no you.
Without realized, I was drowned in my own unconscious mind because,
I listen to his lullaby voice.
I quickly grabbed my phone and called him.
"Wow, I guess you have won since you did melted my heart i guess,"
"Of course Im Wu Yi Fan after all,"
"Okay I gave up, by the way why you send to me as audio message?? Why you just didnt call and sang it live to me??"
"Sigh why are you so dumb of course it was for you to listen to it till my voice could even creep into your dream tonight hahahahah"
"So smart of you huh? Arent you sleepy yet?"
"Oh? You're already sleepy Im so sorry my princess, I'll let you rest yourself hahaah dont forget to set my lullaby song as your caller ringtone okay? I'll get popularity maybe"
"No!! I dont want other people to listen to your voice!! I want to kept it just to myself, only"
"Aww so sweet of you"
I still could remember that little laugh of you when you got embarrassed.
-
On that hectic day,
"Hurry! We're going to missed the subway!!" he shouted as Im here, struggling with my books.
"You're too slow" he took the books from me and grabbed my hand, tightly.
We succeed to took the subway before it leaves.
The crowd disturbs me,
I hate it.
I feel that someone put an earphone at my ear.
"Nahh listen to this song, it will bother you from get distracted by this crowd" he said, sweetly showing his gummy smile to me, only me.
Where I could fine that little smile of his.
-
30 December 2012
I still remember that day, we're both at the park reminiscing our little sweet memories of us while looking at night skies.
"You know what, I never felt cold when I'm with you" I said as I rested my head at his broad shoulder. Our hands was still tied.
He pat my head, softly.
"Hey," she grabbed my attention.
"Hmmph?" I took a glimpse of his gaze.
Beautiful sparkling eyes.
"1,2,3" he said as he plucked his fingers.
"First snow!!" he said with glad while his eyes still looking at me, without even moving an inch.
"Wow, are you a weather predictor or what?" I asked in awed.
"Well its Wu Yi Fan after all." he smiled showing his grin.
"Uhh stop bragging about yourself please," I rolled my eyes.
"Hey you will missed my lame jokes okay, so I'll always bragged about myself" he laughed.
-
Are you even a future predictor or what??
How do you know that I'll missed your lame jokes where you always bragged yourself?
I stare at my hand,
Its cold.
How could you make suffered like this?
Of course, because you're Wu Yi Fan.
Its 30 December, again.
The time ticks showed its 12:30AM - 30 December.
"And its the First Snow." I said as I look at the window, sorrowfully.
***This fic was based on B2ST's 12:30 x EXO's Miracle In December x Wu Yi Fan's There Is A Place x BabySoul's No More Than Strangers
8 November 2014 @ 10:19:00 pm
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November.
Semakin lama aku membesar,
semakin ramai org yg aku sayang and treasures lahir pd bulan ni,
ada yang dtg dan ada yang pergi.
Bukan apa, aku nk cakap for org" yang aku sayang yang lahir pada bulan ni I hope next year will be a more better and greater year for us,
dan seterusnya.....
@ 9:47:00 pm
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Lonely.
Ni salah satu drpd entri myungsoo dlm L's Bravo Viewtiful Part 02
Tgk tu "Im lonely like SISTAR's song Gone Not Around Any Longer 있다 없으니까"Lol jantan ni layan jugak lgu sistar fuyoo -,-
Hahah bkn nk ckp psal tu
Ok so finally exam dh habis and yeah free lah konon sngt my ass.
Beria je satu hri suntuk cuti lpas tu nk hangout eh takde mana melantak tido je kteorg luls.
Ahah naik sekolah trus kne homesick orz.
Fed up gile basically x de sape dtg and aku rse nk mampos.
Dah la takde sape pun cikgu masuk.
Aku rse such a waste mse tu dtg skolah istg.
Balik nk gi KSL pergh mom tak kasi.
Akhirnya, aku meroyan kat kipmart smpi basically aku dh pusing that freakin kipmart for damn 4 times mcm nk patah kaki aku smh.
Then, aku nangis frick srsly emosi aku betul" tak stabil dgn cuaca panas,penat,berang so aku pun meletop.
Yang paling bangangnya, mse dlm krete aku moody so aku off phone and realize aku actually off phone aku.
Aku on tgk, sesaat sblomnye mak aku call
4 KALI.
Haa mampos.
So mse hri tu cikgu sruh kteorg buat journal for pbs and BASICALLY IM NOT MAKING A JOURNAL BUT INSTEAD CONFESSION LAUGHS.
Aku prgi tulis mcm "Im sick so much with class arrangement, it makes me want to puke blood."
LMAO TU DIA sape suruh ckp luahkan apa yang anda rasa.
aku ni dh la mmg agk hyperbolic no more like aggressive bile meluahkan perasaan ha.
Aku mmg nk dtg skolah yeah habiskan sisa hidup tahun 2k14 yang ntah lah dikatakan ni.
[myungsoo's voice] keurende.......
aka tetapi lmao
- aku tak nk bngun awal UGH THATS SO FRUSTATING
- aku malas nk melayan bullshits aka people at sch
- smh aku benci semua bende lol
- i feel the time at sch so wasted lmao better hv a 12hrs beauty sleep u__u
but at the same time i want to
- spazz w snq ofcourse
- I WANT TO DOWNLOAD SHITLOADS OF MOVIES AND MVS AT PUSAT ACCESS LMAO
- i want to get duit saku lmao
- i want to hirup udara luar(?????) :/
That was the worst feeling
Being empty;
Mcm lgu WINNER kah kah kah oh taehyun's voice makes me
Lgi" klau line lembab ugh torturing shit :((((
Cant wait for 15NOV WOOOHOOOOOOOO I CAN FINALLY CONQUER THE KSL FOR 8HRS FUCK YEAH
WHAT A HEAVEN.
P/s; why i still feel like Luhan was still aside EXO??? :/
Its feels like a nightmare that he's out
I felt like I nvr get out from this nightmare smh.
18 October 2014 @ 12:58:00 am
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Iconic.
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This man basically looks dumbs and speaks stupid but u didnt see his brain.
But he makes great quotes well.
An early bird is tired.
If u think it's late, it's already too late.
Marriage & death, the later the better.
@ 12:43:00 am
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Unusual.
Well basically that was the meaning for my url name hahahah.
It was my edit ok dont steal/remove the watermark or I'll fucking hunt you to the deepest bottom of hell pit.
Ok so nowdays IM TOTALLY into uncommon-unusual-rare words.
Yeah so deep, so deep shits so deep.
So yeah [kris's voice] let me introduce u into the new world.
Tarantism;
It means an urge to overcome melancholy by dancing.
Rant; IM FREAKING SCREAMING BC IT TOTALLY REMINDS ME OF "IVY's I DANCE" FRICK I CANT BREATHE NOW IT TOTALLY MAKE SENSE BLESS WHO EVER INVITE THIS WORD. And well yeah this word is Totally ME.
Agerasia;
It means the state of looking younger than one actually is.
Rant; u mean kim minseok and jeon boram bc YES oh almost forget bc Luhan too.
Callipygean;
It means having well-shaped buttocks.
Rant; u mean oh sehun and kim myungsoo well yes thank u.
Cataglottism;
It means kissing using the tongue, French Kissing.
Rant; for fanfics ya know.
Cheiloproclitic;
It means being attracted with a person's lips
Rant; MISTER CHU IPSEUL WIHAE CHU 명수랑 찬열 ;ㅁ; but srsly OHMYFGOSH ESP MYUNGSOO I CANT HELPㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
Gymnophoria;
It means the sensation that someone is mentally undressing you.
Rant; I CANT BREATHE HOLY SHIZ. rated m ff thing huh
Lethologica;
It means the inability to recall a precise word for something.
Rant; wow this is literally me sometimes.
Lygerastia;
It means the condition of someone who is only have sexual desire when the lights are out.
Rant; oh my fucking gosh.
Viraginity;
It means masculine qualities in a woman.
Okay now time to explain about my blog's title.
L'heure Entre Chien et Loup
I actually found it in L's Bravo Viewtiful Part 01.
Gosh bless this lame kid he's so good in searching French word HOLY SHIZ.
I love him ahgaahahaaahahhaha.
SQUEALS.
Basically it have many sorts meanings;
- refer to the moments after sunset when the sky darkens and vision becomes unclear,
- at dusk, at twilight
- between a dog and a wolf (making it difficult to distinguish between dogs and wolves, during dusk or twilight.)
- and basically between dogs and wolves could also means between friends and foe
- in that dusk or twilight, we can’t know if we’re safe or threatened.
- Wolf was totally vicious, so you totally thought you're done meanwhile you think you are safe if you thought you met a dog but mehh you dont know their REAL inner instinct. So, let sleeping dogs lie. That is, you don't know if they are Tame or Vicious.
- (photography) golden hour (used in same technical sense for “good photographic light at twilight”)
- Littré and some websites say that entre chien et loup can also refer to dawn, but French dictionaries like Le Petit Robert and TLFi disagree.
Everything was so related.
L, Wolf, photography,Luhan bc dawn ya kno deer of the dawn.
The game is strong.
5 October 2014 @ 1:34:00 am
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Chance.
"You Only Live Once"
That means kau kena buat segala urusan dlm dunia ni dgn sedaya-upaya bersungguh-sungguh.
Mana ade peluang kedua beb.
Mana ade rewind button.
Mana ade back button nyanyi lgu Infinite's Back
Mana ade undo button.
Dan hidup ni kita tak tahu panjang atau pendek sbb tu lah.
Tapi dlm Islam term Hikmah bermakna jikalau kita sanggup sacrifice something yang bermakna for kita, PASTI Allah akan berikan yg lebih baik kepada kita.
Aku percaya.
@ 1:27:00 am
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Realization.
Bila aku baca kisah hidup org lain aku rasa inspired.
Why?
Jealous bila tengok diorang dapat apa yang diorang nak dapatkan dlm hidup.
Diorang dpt yg terbaik.
Sbb?
Diorang buat dgn bersungguh-sungguh sewaktu past years.
Dpt jdi flight attendant,bf seorang pilot suka photography pulak tu PERGH.
Dpt tunaikan hasrat sbg seorang yg suka menari dengan menunjukkan bakat di dunia luar.
Basically, tu semua adelah Goals Of Life.
Without realize, aku actually bnyk kali ckp psal prkataan "Goals Of Life" tu.
Ok pasti dh dpt matlamat yg nk dicapai?
Hm
Molla
Ok that means i need to pour my effort more.
So hadapilah medan perang di dalam dewan peperiksaan dan balaslah dgn KEMENANGAN!!!
22 September 2014 @ 9:46:00 pm
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Summary.
I cant believe my whole week 5 days of holidays just end like that.
Sungyeol basically describes it well.
18 September 2014 @ 3:24:00 pm
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Think Positive
Yeah I need to think positively, enough with those negatives.
17 September 2014 @ 6:34:00 pm
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Dream II.
I always tend to dream more when i hv too much thoughts.
So yeah its happened again ystrday.
I dreamt that I was send to this nursery hurrrr to study maths.
Sighs.
Istg its so boring at that place but it encourages me to focus more at studies and have a light mind.
Yeah I missed mom so much there bc theres no home vibe there.
I fall asleep as I doing my maths.
So the next day I woke up and teachers told us to prepare a nice outfit????
I was so confused so I just put a blue-turquoise kebaya but it wasnt long skirt but with shorts??? lol.
AND OH MY GOD TEACHERS SAID THEY GOING TO MAKE A FEAST AND GONNA INVITE TOP STARS IDOLS HFDJKHFDJKDJDSK
And YES!!! IDK HOW BUT SYIQ CAME YAY BUT SHE WANTS TO GO TO TOILET FIRST BC SHE'S IN HURRY
When I wait for her, I could hear intro's of TroubleMaker's Now omfgndddjdjsd what teh rfjfddk poor this innocent kids here LMAO
I was like "hurrry! syiq!!! its Troublemaker!! Here!!!" and then we watched the performance together lol ITS FASCINATING!!!
And the next guest was EXO.
I was like "Uh where is Myungsoo..."
BUT!!! SUDDENLY EXO CHOOSE ME AS THE LUCKY FAN WHAT THE FUCK U THINK THIS IS THE LOST PLANET?????
I was abt to go to Chanyeol but Luhan alr pulled me over and he's being so good to me i just ;;;;
ALHDSJSSKJDSK IT FEELS SO GOOD HES SO CUTE AND HURRRRRR I WANT TO SQUISH HIM BUT ALL I RMBR IS I JOKED WITH HIM OMFG CUTEST.
After that, Baekhyun approached me and took selca with me OH MY FUCKING GOSH IM SO
He's so cute what the fuck with everything!!!!!!!!
The slot with Lucky Fan was over and I couldnt got to meet Chanyeol lol =_=
But luckily!!!! At the encore I pokes Chanyeol's shoulder and asked him to do a handshake OH MY GOD WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING OK I SOUND PATHETIC AND DESPERATE WHAT EVER
BUT ISTG THIS DREAM FELT SO REAL LIKE WHAT THE ACTUAL I TOTALLY FEEL THAT HIS YAOI HANDS ARE SO BIG BUT HIS HANDS WAS QUITE ROUGH MY HEART JUST HURT A BIT :((
LOL BUT SRSLY IT FEELS SO REAL
He look dazed and lost bc suddenly I approached him and do a handshake ok OTL
I suddenly woke then sigh
What a ruined ending =_=
Lmao I still in dazed when I woke up so I mumbled "Why I didnt took a selca with him babo dayati" orz
Actually this dream was a twist from one of my dream last year wtf ikr.
But in that dream I approached Luhan, but he ignored me and when I go to Chanyeol he joked with me and cheer me up.
Its so weird bc this two was switched in my recent dream.
I wonder is it bc Im no longer liking Luhan and Chanyeol was taking his place so this dream was kinda like a warning???
Hmph.
I have no idea at all too.
Maybe its just a dream.
16 September 2014 @ 12:44:00 pm
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Dream
Smlm aku mimpi aku gi satu pawagam tersembunyi dkt skolah aku ni.
Tmpt tu hanya digunakan utk event penting je.
But basically ystrday pawagam tu digunakan utk taklimat tntg PISA Math haha.
Perghh aku mmg benci so aku ponteng dgn sorang classmate aku ni idk Tash kot.
And then idk esknye aku gi balik skolah tu plot twist jdi mall pulak lol jadah ikr.
Masa hari tu geng aku and aku nk tgk Filem Korean Rated 19+ lakonan T.O.P and Shin Sekyung LOL BERDEKAK EN AND YANG LAGI BERDEKAK NANTI IDOLS SEMUA DTG UTK FIRST PREMIERE FILEM TU HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA.
Aku ingat lagi antara idols yang datang adalah Infinite,A Pink and EXO lol orz sememangnya aku sndiri tergamam dlm mimpi aku lol.
Masa tu memang rushing gile sbb nk tgk IDOLS kiteorg lol and so aku and duizhang decide nk beli makanan and minuman awal" dulu tkut nanti fangirls serbu.So, syiqeu and erma gi lower floor dulu nk inform bile EXO smpi orz.
Tetibe, duizhang nk gi tandas aku pun mcm "alaaaa knp skrg aduhh whyyyyyyy ni peluang seumur hidup jebal lah" and then ok biarlah aku pasrah je =_=
Dlm hati aku, aku ckp "Aku nk tgk Chanyeol ni...." LOL AKU TAK SANGKA AKU BERPIKIRAN SPRTI NI DLM MIMPI AKU WTAF.
So then kteorg lari menuju ke pintu entrance pawagam tu
FLASH DSLR MENYERBU STAGE YANG DILETAKKAN DI TEPI PINTU PAWAGAM.
EXO DAH NAK BLAH.
Aku hnya sempat nmpk glimpse Chanyeol,Sehun,Lay and Baekhyun k aku tak tau knp otak aku set utk mewujudkan empat jantan tu je.
LEPAS TU APINK TETIBE MUNCUL DGN BAG MCM AKU DH JADAH
Aku call erma and erma ckp "eh tdi infinite dh smpi dh kau tak perasan ke?" AKU PUNYE KAKI PNYE MENGGIGIL.
And then aku tak tau duizhang gi mne ((kejar exo kot lololol k))
Aku pun mcm nk tnye dkt mne Apink beli Beg MCM tu LOLOLOLOL siap pikir sia mcm mne nk ckp "Awak beli kat mne beg tu" tpi lupe apa prkataan "beli" dlm bahasa korea luls.
So aku kat situ dh mcm "Jeogiyo, keu kabang u buy eodiji?" LOL AKU TAK SANGKA AKU BOLEH PIKIR MCM MNE NK CONSTRUCT AYAT DLM BHASA KOREA DLM MIMPI WTF.
And then aku capai Namjoo tpi bpak dia boleh ignore aku babeng btol hmph Naeun jngn hrap tak pandang pun muke aku.Chorong baik dia ckp "Awk pnggil saya?" nk je aku ckp "Tak ah, ckp dgn dinding ni" lol jk.
Ahahahaha aku tak tau knp maybe jakun mse tu dpt jmpe idols walaupun apunk =_= Aku boleh peluk dia and ckp "Unnie neomu yeppeo!!" lol k wtf nasib baik mimpi klau tak mmg aku tak teragak-agak utk lempar diri aku kat dinding k.
Oh rupenye Hayoung and Eunji yg pkai Beg MCM tu so Chorong ckp dia x tau diorang beli kat ne so aku pun blah hull.
Aku call duizhang and basically dgn selamba dia ckp "eh? Aku tertinggal dowh ticket tu dkt rmh" aku dh mcm mampos tak layan
Sikap pelupa pompuan ni kalah yixing hurr whatever.
Erma dgn Syiqeu naik tangga mcm nk gile penat lolololol bc pinkpanda dh serbu lif so jam OTL AKU DH BERDEKAK tpi kesian jgk.
And then ade org call aku, "Kalau awk nk tiket wayang ni awk kne lunaskan mission kami" aku dh mcm jadah dh la lmbt gi tgk wayang,x dpt tgk infinite,tiket ade org amik pulak peras ugut lak tu TT____TT
Bak kata pepatah "Bagai jatuh ditimpa tangga" or "Bagai Si Buta kehilangan tongkat"
So basically mission yg kteorg dpt tu seolah-olah Running Man and si "perancang" tu adelah HaHa sbb kiteorg ni "Lucky Fans" utk kenakan T.O.P bgi filem terbaru dia k bertambah kejadahan dia di situ.
So, aku pun kne mcm" dri kidnapped,minum sikhye and macam" smpi aku sesat dkt kawasan rumah nenek aku sndiri wtf.........
The Endㅡ.
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